selfishness vs. responsibility vs. growth vs. taking care of yourself

as a human, a woman, a wife, a sister...

there is always going to be the challenge and responsibility to grow in our gratitude and kindness.
not just in word, but in deed.
this may just be my time to do that.

i need to find a way to master
not expending energy on anger, or
refuting frustration, but
expanding my understanding.

i've always been impulsive (and will prob always will be i hope!)

but these are things i know i have to learn in this lifetime

this may be my time.